I have been slacking or at least that's how I feel.
I haven't written and I haven't really thought about writing either. I miss it, though.
I think the main reason I haven't bee writing is because Ijust feel so boring. I don't have anything fun, funky, and exciting to report. I feel lame and am in the mind set that I am lame.
I think more than anything I am bored. There are so many things I want in life and they all feel so far away or unattainable. It's just HORSE puckey. Writing is something that always made me happy and it's something I have a knack for.
I guess I just want my life to be a little more private. 2009 has been a HUGE learning experience and one of the toughest years I have had in a lond time. I know that whatever funk this is that I am in, is temporary... it just seems to be taking for.ev.er. It's also dragging ass.
I just want to get wild and crazy and shop and run a muck and do all things ridiculous (which is true Jessica fashion).
I need to get it together!
