It's a new year. Thank God. I am so over 2005. It was a year in which I learned a lot about this glorious thing called life. I made some amazing friends that I love to bits and pieces. Anyway the thing is, last year was a struggle. I had never been so miserable or so happy in my life. It was a roller coaster ride. A very necessary one. I needed to grow up and I think I did. I hope I will always be a kid at heart. I never want to be too serious, or to stop dreaming, or be dull. I just think I give too much of myslef to the wrong people. Sometimes I think I like people way more than they like me. Sometimes I feel I am really annoying. Sometimes I feel like I am a lot smarter than the people around me. Sometimes I feel like I am a straight up bitch. I dunno, like is so confusing. I feel so lost. What am I gonna do with my life? I wish I was still 10 and my parentals made all of my important decisions for me. Innocence really is wasted on youth. I totally sound like I need midol or prozac. This shit was on my mind just thought I'd leak out the verbal diarrhea.